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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

i hate u!

urgh! add math was killing my nerves tdy...i'm was actually, really depressed tdy...i just keep it to myself...i can't finished the stupid paper 2...DIFFERENTIATION is killing me!!! and i didn't check my paper...so i guess, silly mistakes should be a lot huh?

why are u being so selfish? don't think that u're soooo great! u're just being selfish, stingy fella!STUPID YOU !!! i'll prove it that i'll be better ever, without YOU !!!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

screwed !

urgh, i think i screwed my bio paper tdy...so sad...i try my best alrdy, but the prob is i can't recall what i've read previously...i'm so forgetful these days...
tmr add math...a tough paper...hope i won't do any silly mistakes, just like in math paper last week...really, really scared of ms lee instead of mr yap...
my bro driving was *****  he fetched me & emily to nich tuition just now...he was like, suddenly can break, then moving very fast...my dad was sitting beside him, scolding him...both of them just 'argue' about which road to take, which road is faster, gt bump/hump? lol...non-stop talking all the way there...was fun although  :)

miracles, pls? everything will be fine right?

Monday, March 29, 2010

gosh! i hate BIO !!!

urgh urgh URGH!!! i hateeeee BIO !!! i can't memorize all those stupid name...wat basophils, neutrophils, bla bla bla...somemore got a lot of process, equation need to memorize...can't tahan anymore  :(

save me, from BIO !!!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

bright !

hmm, went selayang thsi morning...went ching ming there...the weather was hot, hot, superb HOTTTTT !!! was sweating the whole morning...had lunch at my relative's hse this afternoon...had fun with my baby cousins, especially qing qing...she, brightens up my day  :)

Saturday, March 27, 2010

earth hour 27.3.10

earth day tdy...i did switch off the light from 8.30 to 9.30 just now...then we went carefour to buy some stuffs...bought quite some stationary there...

tmr 'ching ming' ...gotta wake up early at 6 coz gotta reach there before 7 in the morning...gonna be very tired tmr...

i'm jealous...

let it be



i'm so sad, right now...
someone i love, doesn't seems to understand me...
there's no trust, between me and him...





He, didn't ruined my life...
instead, i feel his love...
 he's the one who make me happy when i'm down...
even when everyone is against me, but he's still by my side...
and till now,
in my heart, he's still the one i love, very much...
he's the perfect one for me...
i can't go on without him....





but now, everything changed...
he, dun trust me anymore...
since when i said i'm jealous?
since when i said i emo because of him?
since when i said he's nt a good bf?
since when i compared him to other guys?
since when i complained about him?
i trust him, with all my life...
my heart, so pain...
but he dunno...





what to do?
i really dunno...
i wanna give up...
i'm tired...






Friday, March 26, 2010

out of my control

i think...i didn't talk more than 10 sentences in school tdy...in class, i was sitting alone, trying to pay attention on what vasantha teach...but, i dunno...i just can't concentrate...i feel sad, moody, all at a sudden...and i realised i was actually, sobbing...i couldn't control... a few tears escaped...and i can't tell why...i think i'm just evading...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

hate this!

what the **** !!! no mineral water for me !!! the doc told me not to drink mineral water starts from now...ridiculous! have to drink 'boiled water' ...haiz...stupid la...gt more medicine now...got to eat 8 tablets a day & dunno how many ml of what i called 'smelly watery blackish liquid' now...so sad...

i really need miracles, pls?

haiz...what happened to me? i feel, so terrible right now...cried in school just now...dunno wanna mention it here...

tuuition again later...feel, soooo sleepy right now...not in mood to blog now...


6 months huh?

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

remember?

hmm, eng paper tdy...well, paper 2 was okayy, just that the literature part got some prob there...and paper 1 was, errrr...i dunno...i know i almost can't finish my paper...lucky mr yap gave me extra time...thx mr yap! i wrote a story, which a girl...hmm 'rescued' one stranger's father? was out of idea when i was writing half way...

tmr math...i loveeeee math...hope i can get good results for math ^^

6 months...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

*embarassing*

hmm, bm paper tdy...overall, for me, its kinda tough...i dunno what's about the novel judul stuff? then i forgot about my pantun 6 or 8 kerat alrdy  :(  tmr eng! gotta study the Pearl & other short stories & poems...

well, saw kai yuan in school this morning...i was like so *embarassing* weyy! he came out from boys toilet, and then i was walking towards him, and i was like, why this kadet guy look so familliar huh? then when he came nearer, he said hi to me...i was like, hi back? then i kept looking at back to confirm whether is he kai yuan a not...mana tau when i turned back in front, i bumped into 2 guys! and kai yuan was smilling all the way there! iiish...so embarassing...

thinking so hard...rmb? or not?

Monday, March 22, 2010

tough!

exam was...hmm, can be said superb tough for me! almost can't finish the paper  :(  hope everything will be alright? tinker bell, pls?

well, its bm tmr...hmm, going to study KOMSAS first, then maybe karangan & then peribahasa...pray hard for tmr's paper...

decided...

Sunday, March 21, 2010

exam!

tmr exam! first paper is chinese...not really memorizing those chinese peribahasa meaning...hope i can do well tmr la...i alrdy try my best  >.<

hmm, took pic with him...love the pic very much   :)

in heart...


Saturday, March 20, 2010

happy go lucky !

hmm, went to starplus this morning with lyn lyn to have what we so called 'badminton'  :P  hmm, well today, its the best moment i have, i guess? cooked spaghetti for lunch, lyn lyn helped me to cook also...but its superb duper salty  :(

reached home at about 2 something...then did haris hw...i slept a while but then i overslept...tuition at 5 but i woke up at 5.10...lucky i can wake up  :)

profile pic



loveee this photo...
set its as my twitter & also facebook profile pic :)


 

Friday, March 19, 2010

tomorrow baby!

went to see doc again...now having new medicine...haiz...its in liquid form and its superb bitter! haiz...wanna vomit even i just see the colour, the smell...ewww!

btw, my new purse...its in purple colour  =D






can't wait! tomorrow!!!  xP

Thursday, March 18, 2010

loveee

GLEE !!! loveeee it so much  <3

so 'lame' of you

had haris tuition early in the morning tdy...after tuition not really studying actually...was watching tv whole morning...then after lunch helping my mama with her script...so practically, i hven't touch any subject tdy...got 2 more tuition to go later at night...

stomach soooo pain since yesterday...i've no idea why...ate medicine but still pain...
perhaps, miracles?

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Make a wish?

hmm, parents fetch my bro to college tdy...well, i followed them and after drop my bro there, we went sungei wang shopping...bought a PDI shirt for my bro, then i bought a timber forest purse in Parkson...had lunch there...at 1st wanna try out the 'toilet bowl' restaurant but my parents, they just don't like sitting on a 'toilet bowl' and have their lunch on the 'sink'...haiz...next time i'll definitely go there to have lunch with my friends...before going back home, drop by low yat plaza to upgrade the latest version of Wii...

very tired tdy...urgh! really scared that i can't cope with the exam next week...not really studying these few days...and even if i study, i can't really concentrate also...
tmr got 3 tuition...early in the morning haris, then night time chemi & eng...

make a wish, it'll be better right?

run away?

urgh! feel like wanna run away right now!!! really dunno what to do...am i the right one now?

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

more pics !











hmm, took some pics with spongebob...
still got other photos but lazy to upload here...

again, u make me...
i feel, heart broken again :(
why dun u trust me?




be good? i don't think so...

hmm, as usual, gt ms lee & nicholas later...haiz...tired of going tuition everyday...

wanted to study these few days...but just can't concentrate that well...
keep thinking of some stuffs...i still can't accept the fact that actually...haiz...nvm...
u know i know...

Monday, March 15, 2010

Yoga !

haih, went to see 'tabib cina' tdy...hmm, i got some 'sickness' so my mama bring me to tabib cina there , somewhere in kepong...urgh! now the doc said my body weak pulak! >.<  need to eat more healthy food, no cold stuffs  :(  the worst part is i need to eat all those medicine! each time i have to eat four big big tablets! ate just now after dinner, and i choked...that's why i hate to eat medicine...still have to follow up after eating all those medicines , so sad  :(

Cheese !

hungry for cheese! wanna eat cheese right now!!!
gotta study now...haiz...first step, biology! my worst subject i think  =.=

webcam wonder!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

dong dong webcam



parents went to klang tdy...bro went klcc to work...so left my sis & me at home...wan to study but dunno why just not in the study mood  =.=  hmm, played the sims 2 this morning...sims is awesome! =D  then went online just now...tried to use webcam but failed...dong dong webcam!!! iish!  had lunch on my own...ate some noodles but yet, still hungry! i wished i can eat cheese now  :(

haiz...why am i still thinking about " it " ? i told  myself, i won't affect myself but i keep on thinking of it...really sick of these...

I ♥ My Friends

we are all in the camera  :)

joe & me  xP

retarded looks by triple 'S'  *sharon, shah, steph*

the ultimate dancers  =D

group photo  :)



Saturday, March 13, 2010

Snap-shots !

me, lingsze & emily  :)

 'hugging' tree  xP

shhh! " it's " talking to me !!

 get one tree!

 lastly, group photo  =D


the end...proud of all 5 A's !!!


finally ...

ha! finally put my twitter in my blog  =D  hmm, can't opened my eyes this morning...i was so sleepy...i slept kinda late the other night...was waiting for soooo long yesterday, for his reply...haizzz

hmm, woke up this morning, kena scoldings from my mama...tdy, was such a bad day for me...i broke my hse keys  =.=  so stupid la! i need someone now...pls?

urgh!

so sad now...got to delete my plurk account...dunno why cannot sign in anymore  :(  alrdy created an account in twitter...but sadly, i dunno how to put it in my blog  =.=  still prefer using plurk aarrrgh !

btw, will upload some sketch pics next time...

No PLURK :(

urgh, dunno why my plurk account got prob...going to switch to twitter soon...

Friday, March 12, 2010

Pearl-ly

modem gt prob yesterday...haiz...can't update my blog yesterday  =.=  tdy, papa came back from kursus, and he fixed the modem  :)  now can online alrdy  ^^

well, tdy we, 5A had perform a sketch entitled " The Pearl "...all 5A's were involved in the sketch...i was acting as a dancer, with lyn, lingsze & steph...but the dance wasn't that perfect  :(  overall, everything was fine...especially the choir part  *joe was superb funny! took lotsa pics after sketch performance...will upload soon when lingsze, mich tag me in fb...had prs meeting after school...urgh, pn ting, u gotta be kidding me ! lucky i'm smart enough ^^  " escape from being scolded by her "  after meeting, stayed back a while...got KFC  =D  took a lot of pics too...hey emily,  give me back all my retarded photoS !!! 


hmm, about SPM results...my bro got 5 A's while HE got 6 A's...feel so happy because they get good results...oops, this year is my turn...so scaring...

haiz, try not to think about it alrdy...pls, pls, pls, rub everything negative out of my mind, pls? tinker bell, u can help me right?

Thursday, March 11, 2010

No more?

Giving up alrdy? don't, don't, Don't, let go of me, please?

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Hurt ?

decided to go school tdy...well, out of my expectations, almost everybody came tdy...lyn absent tdy so car car teman me for the whole day...thx car car  ^^  u cheered up my day!

urgh! something happened tdy!!! not really wanna write it out here...haiz...
why? u have to treat me like this? am i still not good enough? i dunno...i really try my very best...maybe its time, alrdy huh?

Well, tmr most probably having sketch practice coz friday we are having our performance alrdy...btw, its the big day tmr! my bro and also, him going to take SPM results...pray really hard for them...

You,
take care...

PRS, PPS, The Best Among All ♥


Its me, in pinkiiiish mask, holding the sepanduk  =D


Ended up soooo happily *with masks all over the place *  xP


ITS YOU !!! SHUT UP!

U're the one, FAKER !!!  Stop complaining k?!
U'll know who am i talking about if u know me well enough...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Funny 'TEOH'

have to go school tmr...parents dun let me skip school lerr  =.=  they said exam is around the corner, must go to school...haiz...lyn & lingsze continue to 'quarantine' themselves...lucky gt car car to teman me...

went to doc just now...
no fever, but cough, flu & sorethroat...almost all the symptoms of H1N1  :(   doc said if got fever then need to get injection alrdy !

gt ms lee tuition just now...
she kept scolding us wey!!! because of the H1N1 again...haiz...
scolded for dunno how long...then still cnt stop yet...still, she cursed, somemore...

btw, thx to 'teoh'...u, make me happy when i'm not...

What'cha Say

skipped school tdy, but not tuition...haiz  =.=  got ms lee &  nicholas later...a lot of hw to do, tuition hw, then exam is around the corner...full set paper! what to do!!!

gotta finished ms lee hw 1st...urgh, papa going to genting for one week kursus  :(
btw, kinda addicted to my Wii Fit now...get to do yoga everyday  =D

going to see doctor later...stupid flu  =.=

U're such a FAKER !!!


What the hell !!!

Why YOU, treating me like that ??!!!

I'm not the one who screwed u up first k?

Why the hell in this world blamed me that I screwed u up first huh?

I'm the bad bad BAD girl right now huh?



Hey, YOU listen k ?!

YOU, the one who treating me like this first !

YOU, FAKER !!!!!


So shut up !!! You have your life, and I have MINE !!!

FATS !!!

gaining more fats now !  urgh !! everyday sleep sleep sleep...going to skip school tdy...*high five* !! can sleep again  =D

gotta do Wii Fit more often from now...alrdy set a target for myself...going to look FIT FIT now...hehe  xP

Monday, March 8, 2010

Miss Lappie :)


i love my new mini lappie :)  soooo happy finally get one now!


 front view 


 
from back

very blueeeissh right?  xP
thought wanna buy a red one but red one not striking enough...
anyway i <3 u, miss lappie  =D



I need TINKER BELL !


please ???


BEWARE !!!

there's two more comfirmed H1N1 cases in our school...one is from form 1 & another one is from form 3...both of them are siblings...haizzz, really pray very very very hard for them! especially chin pei...

most probably not going to school on tues & wed...i still gt cough and flu...somemore ms tang gave us permission to quarantine ourselves at home for two days until thursday...

please, be AWARE of H1N1 !!!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

My mini lappie !!!

went to low yat plaza with my family this morning...bought a HP mini there  =D   its blue in colour...will post the pics when i gt free time...bought Wii fit too! haha...now can do yoga, strength activities, aerobics, and balancing games at home!!! had hong kong style lunch this afternoon then shop whole day at low yat plaza & times square too...legs so tired now...

Sun Burn

crap, just realised that i was having sun burn weyy!!! my thigh there, red, so red, sooooooo red  >.<  urghhhhh, still having cough and flu...if still sick, then mama wanna bring me to see doc alrdy, in case is H1N1...haizzz

still thinking whether wanna go to school on tues & wed...can skip school if i wan to coz of the quarantine stuff  :)  but if go to school need to wear mask pulak, so uncomfortable wearing mask lor...thurs & fri is a must to go school coz gt sketch stuff...

should i chg my fb name to apple tan ?

still, wondering...
what to do...

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Mysterious of GREY

its the day !!! had so much fun tdy, although mood was really really bad, but now better i guess...well, this year sports day was so special for me..its the last year for me to take part in the sports day, its the 1st time for me to walk in the rain while holding the sepanduk, its the 1st time for me to wear a very very special mask while holding the sepanduk too...although not wearing any pretty pretty outfits, but mask, is perfect ! even mr tham gave us compliments  =D  i was all wet after kawad...feel so cold...


PRS ♥ PPS

hmm, prefect won this time...congratz to them  :)  although not winning this time, but still, PRS & PPS had so much fun tdy...we kawad again after the closing ceremony, guess that we're too high that time huh?  xP  then we got celebration in APD...our ex seniors bought champagne for us !!!  so happy...after that we walked to mc donald in kepong area there...so far  =.=  we walked in big groups weyy...hmm, i think gt 20 over plus PPS & PRS lor...we were just busy chit-chatting on the way walking there...a lot of ppl looking at us...maybe they thought we'all ponteng sekolah  xP

took lotsa retarded pics in mc donald...hope ting ting won't post something funny on fb  xP
btw, steph had posted up one retarded pic on fb!!!  i look so funny !!! urghhhhhh

owh yea, maybe i'll have a mini lappie!!! papa going to buy for me...so happy  =D

he came tdy...not chatting well actually...
scared...scared...scared...
hope everything will be fine, pls?

can't stop thinking of u...








some pics i took few days ago...
my new hair style, with slunting fringe...


Friday, March 5, 2010

symptoms !

great! i got the symptoms of H1N1!!! but i'll definitely go to school tmr no matter how...

just finished decorating the sepanduk just now...looks weird but watever la  >.<
really, really not in mood now...1st H1N1 stuff, then quarantine, kena pn ting 'shoot', sick, parents scolded me, argue with him...everything just came up as once...i feel hurt, dissapointed, lost...

i'm giving up now...
let it be will do...

H1N1 !

shoot! chin pei kena H1N1 weyy!!! 5B kena quarantine while 5A who got any direct contact with her also kena quarantine! we got to wear mask from now on...
at 1st going to clinic to check one but then ms chai asked doc alrdy, if got any symptoms only need to go check up...lucky tmr cn go sports day  :)
going to school later...now at emily hse party!!!

my heart, pain...

i feel so sad now...
i wanna cry...i dunno why am i having so much problems with him these days...
izzit my fault?

fine, i'll do it...
as u wished...

Thursday, March 4, 2010

hate CALEB !!!

had sports day rehearsal tdy...i'm holding sepanduk for PRS...a bit scared actually coz its my first time to take sepanduk...somemore i'm alone standing in front...
urgh! the sun was so hotttt this morning, almost *faint*...and stupid caleb kept scolding me!!! excuse me mr caleb? i'm first time k? how i know where to walk and where to stop huh!!! stupid! alrdy no mood tdy then somemore make me more moody!!!
skipped class after recess time...gotta finish up the sepanduk decorating stuff...
hmm, maybe going to look weird on sports day  =.=
very tired tdy...slept less than 4 hrs yesterday...
had some problems with him again...heart broken huh? haiz...

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Can't Wait to See You Soon !!!

Hu la la! rehearsal tmr! no lessons for half day, but actually its whole day :)  gt slip to skip class after recess...need to decorate the sepanduk...

going to school early tmr...emily will fetch me to school at about 6.50 in the morning coz i'm having the sepanduk in my hse now...i'm going to walk alone with the sepanduk during rehearsal tmr coz mr tham told us that there's only one people for sepanduk only...a bit scared actually  =.=

chatting with my 'bro' now...can't stop laughing when i read what he sent to me...
anyway nice chatting with him  =D

btw, changed the blog skin again...
this one look better, simple, and nicer!


I LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE !

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

getting darker huh?

these few days busy like crazy! non-stop hw, sketch practice, tuition...urgh!
woke up late just now...suppose to go tuition at 3.50 pm but i woke up at 4 pm! crap crap crap!!! lucky ms lee didn't scold  me, she just nagging fo a while...i bet she will get mad if she know i overslept instead of having stomach ache for coming late for tuition...

yesterday was the malurian idol stuff...
was so embarassing...haiz...but really had fun though  :)

tummy still not well these few days...
maybe not having meals at the right time...

btw, confirmed wearing uniform for sukan this year =D
going to look 'special' among all, i guess...