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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Its, NOT a Happy New Year...

i woke up this morning, before 9am...
and then, when i woke up, my bro told me that my uncle, in kedah, just passed away this morning...
omg, i was like, so shocked!!! it was like something impossible? he looked, so healthy...

he was a close uncle of mine...
he treats me very good, and i love him too...
i was, thought to celebrate new year eve in desa park city...
but now, i don't think so...i'm so sad...not even in mood to do anything now...

he was admitted to hospital two days ago...in icu yesterday...and today he passed away...
it, just, happened, at a sudden...
and, actually, we are responsible on his death...
i dunno how to tell here...it just that, i feel that i got responsible...
i dunno...

and sorry to make him unhappy again...
i just not in a good mood today...
he understand right?

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

u're confused ?

hmm, i dunno what to do, actually...maybe just trying to sort things out?
i hope...
everything will be alright, now...
was, seriously, sad yesterday :(
not feeling like wanna talk about yesterday...
forget it...

hmm, upload photos tdy...in my fb & blog...
kinda sleepy but can't sleep, again?

some photos during trip in hatyai & genting



sleepy :(

      
retarded looks :P



in car


in hatyai :)


in 'tut tut'  :)


  
retarded looks again xP


first world hotel



my cousin & me in tired looks

 
with 3D specs


strawberry farm


yummy  !!!


  my sis & me


strawberries in bottle :)






  

Monday, December 28, 2009

so tired now...

haiz...did house chores the whole day weeyyy!!!
my hand swollen adi :(  very pain...
hmm, kinda moody the whole day...do what also kena marah wan...dunno whether i'm lucky or unlucky lor...
its not my fault, but then it can become my fault huh? weird...

so tired today...wanna sleep but can't...
still sick...flu, cough, sore throat...

and tomorrow,
i'm going to the dentist...very scared...
papa said have to do operation wan leh...not dare to go adi...
my teeth very pain now...can't eat, can't talk well, can't even move my mouth well  :(
scared scared...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

hopeless...

i, seriously, dunno what do now...
i'm sad...very sad, till i really dunno, dunno what i want, what i'm thinking, what's in my mind....
this feeling, is so terrible...and i hate it !

i know, its my fault...
its my problem...
and there's been a lot of problem between me and him these days...

and i'm scared now...
i'm really, very very scared now...

Saturday, December 26, 2009

back from genting !!!

hmm, holidays gonna finish soon...
well, kinda enjoyed my holidays, especially in genting...
lotsa pics took there :)
went genting with my sister and my cousin, sweet yee...
went outdoor theme park and had a lot of fun too...
we even went for space shot...screamed like mad >.<
went to strawberry farm on the way down the hill too :)
hmm, pics in thailand, will upload next time...
and, sorry...
for him...
again!!! i did it again!!!



so misty




theme park tickets :)




:)




waiting for queue :(




in strawberry farm




smile :)




strawberry juice, strawberry jam, strawberries :)

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas & happy anniversary!!!

jingle bell jingle bell jingle on the way...

Merry Christmas!!! so happy today...
hmm, finally got a chance to spend my christmas in genting this year!
i'll definitely go to snow world weyyy!!!
i loveeeeee snow  :)

btw, happy 3rd anniversary too!
its 3rd anniversary now...
i'm happy, happy & happy !!!

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

zzzzz

urgh...still in kedah...
weather super duper hot weyyy!!!
and i'm sick now...
especially at night, i hardly can breathe, because of the stupid dong dong flu!!
kinda tired these few days...but dunno why i can't sleep...miss him too much, i guess huh??
well, anyway, going to spend my christmas in genting this year !

i don't care who are you, right now...
i'm happy with my life now...
so, get off!!!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

just back from thailand...

sooooo tired...hmm, just back from thailand, hatyai...
hmm, overall, the trip there wasn't that bad...but it could be better, i guess...
bought lotsa stuff from there...
shoes, handbag, short pants, clothes, everything...
tired walking at all those streets...so many people there...quite scaring if u get lost there...
will upload photos next time...
well, got a chance to sit their taxi, 'tut tut' they called  :)
so cute the name...tut tut tut tut....
no mood to blog today...
haiz...
missing him, sooooo much...

Saturday, December 19, 2009

vacation, tomorrow...

going for vacation tomorrow...
going to Kedah, and then going to Hatyai from there...
hmm, maybe going back to KL before christmas, most probably...
then going to genting during christmas and spend one night there with my cousins...
i'll miss u guys, him, the most...

Friday, December 18, 2009

My SLIPPERS ???

urgh urgh!!! i lost my slippers!!!
haiz, just lost my necklace and now lost my slippers...
i was so embarrassed that time...haiz...
came out from the tuition, but no shoes to go home..
haiz...
i gotta find out the shoe stealer one day!!!

btw...going on vacation next week, probably this sunday...
haiz....gonna miss him...

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

so SAD ...

crap la...i lost my necklace !!!
that's, was, one of my favourite necklace...
its, special for me...
but now, all gone :(
i feel so sad right now...

loveeee the OUTING :)

went mid valley today...
hmm, watched princess & the frog :)
the movie not bad, actually...enjoyed the movie very much, where this time, was different xP
hmm, can't write here what happened today...but nvm, i enjoyed myself very much today :)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

glad that everything is fine now, i think...

went the curve yesterday...bought lotsa stuffs, especially FOOD,  coz i'm hungry  xP
woke up quite early today, but kinda sleepy, yet...hmm, but nvm...woke up early and do house chores la...
errm, he went driving lesson tdy, hmm listened to undang...kinda bored when didn't text with him...but nvm, again...because,  hmm...SECRET  xP

going out tomorrow...to mid valley...muahaha  xD
finally, free from home...so happy...

went ms lee tuition just now...
she starts her nagging, again...
why don't take account arr? why don't u trust me leh? u see, the government sure change their mind d...bla bla bla...haiz...
lucky i used to it adi...

feel relieved now...
no nid to feel guilty anymore...no nid to care bout someone anymore...
its a good thing, now...everything back to normal :)

Sunday, December 13, 2009

sleep, finally :)

yeah !!! finally, can sleep yesterday...
although was not long as usual, but at least i sleep :)
these days, i can't sleep, especially at night...
i dunno why...i'm tired, but just can't close my eyes...weird...

but, yesterday i can sleep :)
i slept for four hours :) so happy.....
because of him i can sleep yesterday...thx yea :)

still sick...
hates flu the most !!!

Saturday, December 12, 2009





" I'll do anything, ANYTHING, to make u forget everything, and have your happy life back !!! "




WHAT TO DO NOW ?

I'm making things worse, right?
I really dunno, now...

Urgh, i feelin' so sad now...
i can't do anything now, to help him...to comfort him...
i'm sry...

be happy k?
that's the only thing, i want from u...
that's all...
one simple thing, HAPPY...

Friday, December 11, 2009

fu-yoh !!!

1st time, i stay up awake...
i haven't sleep for one night weyy !!!

i can't sleep...
i was sad, very very sad...
suddenly, everything rushed into my mind, everything !!!
i cried alone, at night...
i feel, suffered...
heart pain, very very pain...
like someone stabbing my heart, non-stop !!!

i feel, hopeless...

P.S

hmm, maybe will not update this blog adi...
errrrr, i'll still update but not always adi...
coz, now currently busy working on another blog...
and soon, this blog will become private too...

Thursday, December 10, 2009

still, SICK...

minhua is having her birthday party today...
she invited me, but i can't go because i gt tuition, too bad  T.T
i wanna goooooooooooo !!!  :(

still, sick...urgh!!!
i hate eating those dong dong medicines!!!
i can't swallowed the big big tablets  :(
don't have apetite nowadays...
can't eat much now, dunno why...haiz...

got 2 tuition later...
chemistry and english...
tired having tuition, somemore in holiday mood ar...

haha, weihan, the big big monkey xP
he's going to belanja makan...muahaha :D
planning which day to go out now...
i'll definitely order the most expensive food there, hahaha :)
bet he'll complain to lyn after that...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

officially, SICK ...

went to see doctor this morning...
doc said that i got slightly fever...
well, i didn't know that i got fever also...
the doc gave me antibiotics, flu and cough medicines...
i hate antibiotics :(   tablets so bigggggieee....

the medicine makes me sick, more...
i feel so dizzy after took my medicine...
all i know is sleep, sleep and SLEEP !!!
become a piggieeee adi xP

miss him very much...
because i sleep sleep sleep, can't text with him...
wanna text him so much :(

cheer me up, pls...

make me happy, plssss...
if i can't even happy, how can i cheer him up?
i wanna make him happy too...
i really hope i can know what's in his mind now....

i really, do know what U want from me...
i really, do know what U're thinking, what's in ur mind, too...
maybe U hate me, maybe U cursed, or scold behind me, whatever is it...
i don't care...
U took away my confidence, everything...

it'll be fine right?

the only, HIM...

" ILOVEYOU "

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

breaking free...

went ms lee tuition just now...
before that, i went emily's house to discuss add math hw...
i dunno how to do the form 5 chapter 2, graph type question...
haiz...slept quite late the other day...somemore woke up early today :(
my panda eyes arrrr  T.T

haiz...in ms lee tuition...
feel terrible, TERRIBLE !!!
i know I'm stupid...to give up account...
but u don't have to say it and say it again right? how the hell i know the government will chg their mind huh?
i think for long...
and i think i'll still follow with my decision...
i give up account...i know everyone will say that i'm stupid, really very stupid to give up account coz account is the most easiest subject to get an A...

but still, i think i can't...
coz i dun understand...i can't remember the formula also...
even if i consider to take account again, its late adi...

hmm, if can la...i will take art...
honestly, i love art, very much...but the problem is, my parents not really agree with me....
i wanna have art lesson now...i miss my drawings, miss the moments i had before in my art class last 2 years...
i can draw watever i want, watever i like...
really wanna go for art lesson, if its possible...

am i the one who make him sad?
without me, will he be more happy?
i really dunno now...
i don't have my confidence, anymore...

Seeking ...

haha...only one tuition tdy...
nicholas tuition will only starts from january...
ms lee tuition still will continue until the last week of december...

lyn lyn not here...
i miss her...nobody talk secret with me leh...
somemore cannot gossip lor  xP

read the Pearl so many times adi...but can't get it...
totally can't understand lor :(
haiz...no choice...keep on reading la...
sure can understand one day d  :P

tdy, his final day of spm...
gonna free after this...so happy for him...
he got chemistry today...
hope he can do well la...pray for him :)

Monday, December 7, 2009

finger crossed...

i hope its not late yet...
i'll let him know...
after his spm...

i don't want to disturb him...
and i don't want to affect his studies, his results, his spm...

i'll let him know...
EVERYTHING, as he wished...

pls...
forgive me...
for everything...
i'm hurting him, badly...
and...
my heart hurts too...

i'll rather myself to suffer, to sad, in pain...
i won't let him to be unhappy...
my promise to him...
my own promise...

and YOU...
i won't forgive u...
u makes my life miserable...
u ruined my life...
who are u???
me and u knows that !!!

Because YOU loved Me ...


papa bought a laptop for my bro yesterday...
they went pc fair the other day...
my bro was very happy :)

mama gonna buy me a laptop, too :)
so happy, but not now la...

went to school this morning...
to accompany my sis to take her results...
she's kinda nervous the other night...
can't sleep bla bla bla...
but then...
she get number 4 in her class ^^
so happy for her...

saw szemei in school too...chit chatting with her while waiting for my sis...
saw joe's bro too...haha, he's cute :)  totally diff from joe...

doing ms lee hw...add math was tough T.T
gonna start to do revision i think...no much time to waste adi...a lot of basic thing, i dun even know...
gotta GAMBATEH adi !!!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

I'm freakingly SAD...

gosh!!!
wanna cry so badly...

why am i in the h*** so stupid huh?!!
why i choose to hide, u stupid!!
why i choose to keep quiet, u idiot!!
why i choose to become a weakling, u dong dong!!!

i'm not a good gf...
i always make him sad...
i don't even know how to make him happy back...
all i know is...
make him angry, sad, emo...
I"M HURTING HIM :(

Ruin my life now !!!

went to my uncle's shop just now...
his shop open day today...

i pretended to be happy...
its suffering...

this is what u want isn't it huh?
i'm sad, i'm suffering huh?!!
u did it !!!

whole again ?


all of u...

my friends...

my best friends...

my special ones...

makes me WHOLEAGAIN !

More Pictures :)




Pictures with my baby cousin, en en :)








en en, my baby cousin :)
she's cute...
always make me happy when i'm sad...
love her...

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Away from this .....

its tiring...
thinking of something stupid, that won't happened.....
why am i so scared?
just do whatever u like k?
just go your own way...
don't think about 'the person' anymore k?
forget about 'the person' !!!
i'm being such a weakling...
there's no need to mind...
what 'the person' think, what 'the person' write, what 'the person' curse.....


I gotta get out of this...
I got my own life...
I'm happy with my life now...


I love you, not only for what you are...
but for what I am when I am with you...

Fluuuuuuuu :(

Sick arh...
very very sick now...
my flu...
dunno got how long adi...
can't cure :(

nowadays always raining somemore...
feelin' so cold...
specially at night...
sneezing non-stop...

hope it'll be fine soon...
i don't want to sick anymore...
suffering urghhhh :(

Friday, December 4, 2009

Happily ever after ?

Its gonna be happily ever after right ?
Or it won't ?


Whatever the answer is...
i don't care...
i'll just follow my instinct...
i choose to be...
won't regret...
that's it...


and YOU...
i won't think about u anymore...
i will try my best so that i won't affected by u...
u got your life...
and so am I...
so...
GO AWAY !!!



CountDOWN ...

21 days more...
Its Christmas...i wanted to celebrate christmas somewhere where got SNOW...i love snow, very much...tat's why i love winter...

and christmas, is also the anniversary day of me & him...
its 3 months then :)
thinking of how to celebrate with him since he finished his spm adi :)
but, i'm afraid i'm on vacation...
my mama wanted to celebrate christmas in singapore this year...or else go bangkok shopping
i wanted to go on vacation but at the same time i wanna celebrate with him, too :(

but anyway...
a surprise for him, maybe?
there's something in mind now, an idea :D
but i wonder whether it works a not...
it need time to prepare that 'stuff'...
hmm, just give it a try la :P

hohoho, jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle on the way.....
muahaha, crazy adi  XP
christmas  :)

Two hearts ♥♥




Falling in LOVE is the best way to kill your heart, because then its not yours anymore ...




when u're in love, u're not alone anymore...


when u're in love, u'll feel a connection between u & him...


when u're in love, u'll do anything for him...


when u're in love, everything will be fine as long as he's there for u...






Dong Dong Connection !!!

connection is so slow larhx...
tried to online yesterday but failed :(
thought wanna write blog and go facebook but....haiz
this morning, finally can online adi, muahaha :D
so happy...

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

photos after rebonding :)







myself ~












hair straightened










me XP














blek :P















spongebob & me

rebonding :)

went to saloon yesterday...
had my hair straighten...
waited for hours :(
it look really weird, funny, after my hair straightened...
it doesn't look like me, in the mirror...

will upload the photos asap...

Stomach in TROUBLE, big big TROUBLE :(

stomach so pain...
urgh !!! hate it when it pains...
it hurts, a lot...
pain, then no more pain, then pain again...
apply medicine, no use !
eat medicine, no use !
rest, no use !
zzz....i hate u, u creeppiiieeee STOMACH !!!

Monday, November 30, 2009

heart-stabbing

Why don't u take a knife and stab into my heart?
It HURTS ...
I really dunno what to do now...
You can just HATE me... 
Do it as you like... 
 

XOXO


my hp went crazy again...
went crazy half way when i chat with him somemore...

can't send msg, can't call also...
error in connection, dong dong :(

lucky this morning back to normal alrdy :)
as usual chat with him...
then took breakfast and watch tv, online...
going to watch tvb dramas again :)

hehe, today no tuition...
can rest for the whole day...
i went to my uncle's place yesterday and had herbal spa there :)  so relaxing...

finally, 100th post for my blog ^^
hmm, blogging, its fun actually...kinda addicted alrdy :P
and problems solved too :) soooo happy...everything is, just fine now...
spm gonna finish too...
2 more days for him :)

guai + naughty = ???
when both of them combined...
it'll be nice, definitely...
he knows, what i mean ^^




I'm in EJ's team :P
EJ means...
Edward & Jacob :) no need to choose then ! 
 

The 100th post :)






i LOVE purple...
its my, colour :)

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Just for YOU, the special one :)

Hmm, he wanted me to write a post for him in my blog...
err, i dunno what to write actually...
how to start arr? ermmm...

u are...
something, ermm, no, someone special...
very special to me...

u always right beside me...
hmm, care about me, always make me happy when I'm sad, moody...
whenever I need u, u'll be there :)

i'm always emotional, kinda easily emo, easily affected by someone else...
any small thing, just a tiny thing can affect me easily...
but when i'm down, u'll care, worried about me...
when i didn't reply your message, u'll text me, or call me lotsa times, just wanna make sure i'm fine, not moody anymore...

when i kena my parents scoldings...
u're always the first one to know...
and u're the one who comforted me, soothed me, supports me...
although i know, everyone is scolding me...
but i know, u'll always being the supportive one, won't let me down...

these days, i emo-ing again...
because i'm sad, then i make him sad again...
i know, i can feel that he's mad, upset because i hide everything from him...
i wanted to let him know what's my thinking, what's in my mind...
but just that i can't...if i was given a choice, i definitely tell him what's in my mind, DEFINITELY !!!
i really wanted to let him know how my heart pain when u're not happy...

Sometimes, i really dunno what's he thinking about...
i wanted to ask, but i didn't...
i know, when he wants to let me know something, he'll tell me...he won't hide unless there's something he can't tell...
i won't force him because i trust him...


i wanted to say sorry...
for what i've done any silly, stupid...
hope its not late, yet...
i always say sorry to him...
but i don't want say sorry to him because i don't want him to get bored of me saying sorry always....
i prefer to say...
i miss u, i love u, instead of saying sorry...




i'll miss u, love u always...
i promised...

she's cute right??


my niece...
she's cute, when she smiled :)





i'm feeling better now, because of u, my dear...
thanks for everything :)

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Miss him ♥

missing him now...

Stomach Pain :(

my god...
my stomach, its pain ! very very pain :(
ate western medicine 1st...
then no effective for me...
ate chinese medicine after few hours...
then feelin' better d :)

Pictures of me & my family :)



myself ...




again XP



my family :)





my messy hair :P




me & my sis



me :)

Friday, November 27, 2009

Two for One right ??


met my ex yesterday in cinema...
it was kinda embarrassing actually when we met each other eyes...
i pretended that i didn't see him at all...i know its bad...

went to my uncle's shop this morning somewhere in metro prima...
his shop going to open on 6th December...
helped him with some renovation thing there for few hours...

well, his shop...
hmm, its a spa shop...
something about herbal spa??? errmm, steam bath i think??
went back home for lunch after that...

resting for the whole day then...
text with him while reading Breaking Dawn, again :P

dang it!!!
hate it when u did this again!!!
whatever now...
do it as ur wish...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

It's AWESOME !!!

New Moon is awesome :)
a must see for twilight fans :P

went cinema at about 10 something...
afraid that can't get the ticket today since today is the first day new moon officially shown in M'sia...

the show is about 2 hrs ++
jacob was...
HANDSOME :D
the show is quite touching, romantic...
but maybe for other ppl (not twilight fans), it'll be super duper boring...

looking forward for the third twilght saga..
ECLIPSE :D

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Scorpio Baby :)



it's me !!!
the scorpio baby :)

NEW MOON !!!



muahaha!!! going to watch new moon tomorrow !!!
can't wait to see edward cullen & bella swan weyyy :)
& JACOB also !!! He's handsome, handsome & HANDSOME after he cut his long hair short :D


i sang for him when he called me just now...
its the 1st time i sang for him...
kinda weird & funny :)
he kept laughing bt he insisted that he's just smiling after listening to my singing...
bad, bad, BAD :P


muahaha !!! NEW MOON !!! I'm coming :D

He sing FOR me .....

2 months.....

ain't fading away...
appreciate every moments now...

flu arghhh...
makes me sick...
iisssshhhh !!!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I'm Only Me When I'm With You ...

woke up very early today...
mama don't let me sleep ehhh...she wants me to do house chores :(
feelin' very tired because slept quite late the other day...
he called me yesterday...and the day before yesterday too...
chat till quite late actually...
kinda worried for his spm...he gotta wake up early the other day...shouldn't chat till so late...but he keep on sayin' nvm nvm...

still doing pn haris hw...
gt 5 essays nid to do rangka karangan & 1 more essay to write...
3 days d...3 days d...i still can't finish it :(
i don't have points to write larhx...

went ms lee tuition at 4 pm...
he called me while i walked to ms lee hse...
he worried bout me walking alone there, and i was not in mood also...
we chat till i reached ms lee there...
ms lee was mad, very mad today...
she scolded everyone because most of her students didn't do her hw...
she scolded us for half an hour weyyy!!!
bt she didn't scold me la... :)

gt nicholas at 8.30 pm...
i'm afraid of his dog weyyy...his dog was left outside without tying up...
i was tryin' to go into his hse but i nt dare coz his dog keep staring at me...
later on, nicholas had to come out and tied up his dog...so embarassing larhx...emily was laughing at me like mad weyy...
gt cockroach somemore during tuition starts...
nicholas was scared too...his reaction was soooooo funny when the cockroach pass by him...haha :D

i'm thinking...
whether to stop blogging d...
still thinking now...
might quit blogging...

Monday, November 23, 2009

Feelin' tired and sad ...

I feel so sad now...
u're making me freakingly mad !!!
i'll just let it be...
let it be...

i really can't cope with it...
i really can't, anymore...
my heart, my mind was...
urgh!!!
i just wanna get away from this...

Spirits of LOVE...

watched tvb dramas today, again!!!
i was bored, very very bored...
whole day staying at home, watch tv larhx, do pn haris homework...

btw, went the curveeee yesterday...
bought a mini skirt :)
its green in colour, lots of pattern...
love it :D

Sunday, November 22, 2009

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry...
And I know you do the same things too...
So we're really not that different...
ME & YOU ...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

U'll be in my heart...

Read the pearl this morning...
but maybe the english very deep, that's why i can't understand...
i read for 2 hours but all i read was until chapter 2 :(

watched tvb drama again in the afternoon...
very nice larhx...
can't even missed one episode lor...

i didn't text with him in the morning & afternoon...
my mama took my hp...
i can oni get my hp back by night :(
miss him...

watched ghost movie at night...
my sister la...keep asking me to watch with her...
i very scared...i not dare to watch oso...so i online and text with him lor...i just sat beside her and teman her watched the ghost movie...
very very scary weyyyy :O

remembered last time...
i went cinema to watch the orphan with lyn & my friends...
i sat beside wi hong & shouted in the cinema...so embarassing la...
wi hong kept asking me not to scared but i still very scared leh...
actually i noe wi hong very scared wan la...he just don't wan to show us oni ma XP

he not happy, again :(
i nt happy too, because he's unhappy...
i just want him to be happy larhx...
he's having spm now...i hope he can be happy so that he wouldn't be so stressed up...
but then he seemed okayy d...

stomach pain now :(
haiz...pain again argh!!!
really cannot tahan lor...
dong dong wan XP hehe..used his word again...

Friday, November 20, 2009

In my heart ...

Today is the last day of school for Form 4...
But...
I skipped school today...
Not feelin' to go school...all my friends not going adi...
Sick somemore :(
Terrible FLU & COUGH !!!
Somemore its COLD nowadays...
Put on blankets adi but still feelin' very very cold...
maybe going to sick adi i think :(

I'm tired...
didn't actually slept well yesterday...
was worried about him for the whole night...
he didn't reply me...
he told me he wasn't in a good mood because of his spm...
and he said he wanna to be alone...
then i just leave him alone there...

later...
he texted me back...
then we startin' to chat chat chat again...
he was still, moody...
I can feel it, although he didn't tell me...
he just don't want me worry i think...

then...
he not replying me at all...
i was so worried :(
i texted him but he didn't reply...
i called him but he didn't answer also...
i thought there's something happened to him...
i keep looking at my phone, hope he'll reply me, but at last, he didn't...

early in the morning, finally he replied...
he slept...phew :)
lucky he's fine...

whole day doing nothing...
text with him, do house chores, watching tvb dramas...
read form 5 novel today...
konserto terakhir, the title of the novel...
i love the story...its touching...
before that, he called me...and he told me about the synopsis of the novel because pn haris want us to tell her the permulaan of the story but that time i don't have the book...so he told me the interesting parts la...

i went tuition then...
i haven't read the book at all...i just told pn haris whatever he told me previously...haha...it works!!!
thx yea my dear :)

yeah, holidays adi =)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

School Life

Some school life photos ...




quite moody look :]




stephanie & me :)



stephanie & me again :D



money money money $$$



monopoly :)



monopoly again :)

miss my school life ...

SPM for HIM...

Today is SPM...
Big day for the Form 5's and HIM also :)
pray hard for him...

went to school today...
only Mr Yap teaching...
he said have to finish the syllabus horrrr :(
and that time me, carmen, xing yan & catherine were playing monopoly...
He stopped us and asked us to pay attention 1st...
no choice lor...
pay attention 1st...if not he sure will be nagging us for the whole day...bla bla bla...

quite worried for him since its the big day for him...
he text me after his first paper...
he told me that the paper was okayy...phew :)
he forgot to bring his water to school...
he said he was too nervous...
at first wanna give him my water but that time he bought water adi...
the next paper was history 1...
hmm, i think it'll be okayy la because A B C D ma...can shoot at least :D
just teman him study during the short break...try to give him some support larhx...

after that, continue our monopoly game...
hmm, i was not in the mood la actually because i was quite sleepy+tired that time...slept quite late the other day...
i was then just sit down and start chatting with lingsze...
she was quite unhappy larhx and I tried to comfort her and make her happy back...
and finally, at least she laughed :)

walked back home alone today because lingsze had to stay back to solve her bro's discipline case...he asked me to text him when i reached home...
it was drizzling...
i don't have umbrella so I was wet when I got back home...
text him right after i reached home...

today...
is my officially last day of school...nt going to school on friday...gonna skip school :P
it was the end of my Form 4's school life....
miss, always :)

takes quite some pictures in school but can't upload yet...
my computer still in a very very bad condition...
and the laptop i'm using don't have the nokia software...
will update as soon as possible :)

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Two is Better than One

I'm having it now...
and hopes it last long.....

he said
As its true loves, it doesn't END here.....

Moral kerja amal

in lingsze house now...
doing moral kerja amal...
took pictures showing that we are actually 'doing kerja membersih' all those...
well actually we didn't do it..
we just pose only :)

Monday, November 16, 2009

Ain't fading away .....

Went to school today...
lewat somemore...
so embarassing la...everyone was looking at the barisan lewat...
skipped barisan lewat and went to APD straight away...

supposed to be the last day to go school but cannot...my moral kerja amal not done yet...everything have to pass up on wednesday...i gotta go lingsze house tomorrow to finish up my moral kerja amal :(


ponteng class whole day...my class was switched to 5A because my temporarily class gotta be used as spm classroom...i stayed in APD whole day since no one is teaching and studying...

the Form 5's are having their graduation today in tapak perhimpunan...
I'm kinda emo today...
min hua was crying because her loves one is leaving the school...
i feel so sad when i saw min hua crying...my eyes are wet too...wanna cry together with her :(
they were having fun downstairs but on the other hand their loves one were upset...
all my friends were standing on the corridor there, looking down to see those Form 5's enjoying themselves...
but I can't...I'm afraid that I'll cry...I just sat down on the corridor there texting with him...

later on, he came up to find me...
I was shocked but at the same time I was worried and happy.....
I was happy + shocked to see him standing beside me...
I was worried when he know I emo because of him...
he kept asking me what happened and I told him nothing...
I know he's worried but sorry I can't let u know that time...
I want him to be happy on his graduation day...
but not sad because of me...

We went lepak after this...
try to spend every moment with him...
so that I won't forget......

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Crap ~

Don't easily being affected ok?
I wanna get out from this
I can't stand it anymore

Please....
Forgive me
I don't wanna hurt u
I didn't mean it


Maybe
U won't believe, won't trust me
I'm that bad, as u think...
I know u won't change ur mind to hate me
If u wanna hate me
Just go ahead
I won't say anything...

I'm sorry...
I haven't been through this before
I dunno why I got this feeling
The feeling.....
was like I'm the worst person in the world
I'm supposed to be out from this...
I shouldn't involved in this...

Haiz...
what to do?
I feel so bad.....

i'm the unlucky one :(

haiz...why i'm the unlucky one huh?
always kena scolding wan?

I accidentally spoil my computer :(
what NTLDR is missing?
stupid la...hard to online now...
had to online using laptop :(
my parents scolded me badly...
sob sob T.T

U're the one who make me happy back...
when I'm sad u're the one right beside me, supports me...thanks yea :)

went to Toyota, Honda & Nissan showroom today...
my parents thinking of gettin' a new car...
and everyone of us love Honda Accord the most :)
Nissan Slyphy wasn't that bad also...
my parents wants Toyota Wish....
headache larhx...

before that, went to buddhist and hindi temple to pray...
woke up very early in the morning...
sleepy la...
and
I pray for him too :)

btw, miss eelyn, very much...
she still in US...
and she gonna watch new moon with her sis in law...
i wanna watch too...
wait for me yea, eelyn :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Everything will be fine ♥


Text with him yesterday night...
both of us can feel it...
we are not happy :(
because there's something inside our heart that we didn't tell each other, hide from each other...

he asked me what happened...and I dunno how to tell him...
he told me what his thinking...and i feel sorry...for not standing on his side and think of him...
at last i told him everything...he didn't scold me or anything...
he asked me not to hide anything from him already...
and now...
I WON'T !!! not anymore AGAIN !!!

he called me later...and we chat chat chat...till both of us slept also didn't realize...
everything will be fine soon...
as long as I trust u :)





my arna keli :)